My First Photo Shoot - backstage shots

London College Of Fashion

Theme: 50s 60s and 70s

my body seems to have had enough

got coursework due in at 5pm today-3000 words in which about 1000 is done

but what isn't helping the process is a number of factors

not only am i anaemic
had 3-4 hours sleep or less for the past 4 days
on a REALLY bad period
haven't eaten in he past 24hrs [or much 4 the whole week really]
but my mum poisoned me with dodgy powdered TEA-i didn't even know that stuff existed
the thing is i asked 4 tea-but we had run out of caffeinated(my mum only drinks decaf) so she decided for my body that the powdered one was gonna be ok

so i have serious belly ache and keep being sick

while my essay is due in 7 hours-seems like a long time
but not when i have to change 4000 copy and pasted words into my own!
in between running to the bathroom
and everytime i blink my eye lids move really slow so that i can get a little micro-sleep

aNGER mAnageMENt

ok i had to mount the pavement to get past some idiot in my car, but before i passed him i rolled down my window to give him a piece of my mind

" I was flashing you to indicate to u to pull in abit as i needed to get past you, i didnt want petrol just some air from my tyres, you only had to put in a little for me to get past- its called consideration"

he replies "oh"

and begins to move his car

i reply "its to f*%kin late NOW i'm already past you!"

and rev off-i mean they leave that space there 4 a reason: for people to get past

ANYWAY IVE MADE AN APPOINTMENT WITH MY GP TO SEE IF A COULD RECEIVE SOME FORM OF ANGER MANAGEMENT

the thing is im not an angry person-im really lovely-just lately when people are being unreasonable, dangerous or inconsiderate it comes out of me, mainly because i'm a very reasonable, safe and considerate person!

get the f*ck out my arse

I was laughing at myself today because i SAID something that i thought I would never thINK about saying, let alone it leaving my lips!

I has driving home from my hairdressers, and soME big black woman in her green BMW would not leave me alone. tRying to over take me on bends and just driving dangerously close. i mean we were in single lane traffic so where was she going? i dId not need this at 1.30pm on urban roads.

well some cars came in between me and her so she wasnt my problem no more.

but

i get to the roundabout at the green lanes and goodmayes lane junction, and shes trying to overtake me on the freakin round about-NO- SHE CANNOT BE SERIOUS

I STOP THE CAR TURN MY HEAD SO IM LOOKIN OUT THE BACK WINDOW AND DIRECTLY IN HER EYES, WITH ONE OF THOSE DON'T MESS WITH ME BITCH LOOKS

THEN I CARRY ON DRIVING AND SHE PULLS BACK

AND I SAY OUT LOUD

"YEAH YOU KNOW BEST TO GET OUT MY ARSE, OTHERWISE I'LL GET OUT THIS CAR AND FUCK YOU UP"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA-think i watch too many movies

WEE Vs VOMIT

weeing is a version of vomitting. its just not as violent and ugly.

and ive realised that's why i hate weeing therefore i only drink like one 50ml bottle of water a day, but i STILL have to go to the toilet LIKE 3-4 times A DAY!!

got a cough at the mo, so drinkin lots of fluids to suppress it and i fink my bladder doesnt know what hit it, im going like EVERY HOUR-ON THE HOUR!!!